Edebiyat olme - Daha ben gelecegim!

Yazma heyecanimi desteklemeye calisiyorum cok cok uzun suredir. Liseden arkadasim Sertac beni bu konuda hep sevklendirir, bana hep "Sen kesinlikle bir kitap yazmalisin!" derdi. Belki kendisi hatirlamaz bile ama benim zihnimde yer etti en azindan onun (ve annemin) inaniyor olusu.

Temizlik sirasinda bunu buldum. Ayfer Tunc'la yapilan bir roportajda, onu edebiyatin olmedigine inandiran kitaplardan bahsediyor. Milan Kundera'dan da bahsediyor en son; ben de bir kitabini okudum yakin zamanda, cok etkilendim. Beni aldi, degistirdi, getirdi sanki. Ben Ayfer Tunc degilim ama, benim kitaplarim neler acaba? Ben bu konuda biraz dusuneyim.

Okumaya olan askimi buraya yazayim dedim. Ask, en guzel sey. Bir de su anda klarnet calan komsu, cok guzel!

Cleaning, cleaning, cleaning

I wake up and I miss my glasses because I can not see what's in my box then.. It is just my.. everything. My laptop is shouting for my attention lately, so is my life. I started with my life last week, through my room. Change is like a holiday, it gives us to have 'less things'. I spared many things including the mess. Now I live in a relatively more spacious area. It is time to clean my work / life area now: my box.

I don't know if it is me who finds life very complicated in general, but it is already complicated enough to have a room but now, there is this box thing. TODAY I AM CLEANING MY COMPUTER! That means, my files, photos, bookmarks (ow that is a nightmare because I keep losing myself in the process, those blogs are addictive huh?! ). Long story short, I just felt like sharing the fact that I will structure my mess. Then pick one of the things I wanted to do for a very very long time now... draw, read, write, whatever...

Pride - catching up with myself

Hi it's me,

I am proud of myself today because for the first time in a very very long time, I wrote something that can be remotely called having literary ambitions in long term. Unfortunately it is of a too personal nature to be posted here, but I am now planning to illustrate it. I may actually try this as a side-job or a new blog.

The important thing for me, is that I found some inspiration mostly in me through something else. :)

Apart from that, life has been treating me so well! I am happy. There are minor flaws like a broken heart, but that is not news to anyone I guess. I will get back on my feet again very soon hopefully.

:)