olumsuzluk iliskisinden fazlasi - more than a negativity relationship

Beni sevmedigini dusundugum biri var, sevdigini bildigim ama sevmedigini dusundugum biri var. Buraya duygularimi dokmeye yazmiyorum; bugun bahsetmek istedigim sey sevmek ve sevmemek arasindaki 3 asama gosteren iliski. Sevmek 1 (bir) ise; sevmemek hem sevme halinin yoksunlugunu, yani 0 (sifir), hem de sevmeme fiilini ifade ediyor yani -1 (eksi 1). Bu gercek bizi cok karistiriyor. Bu durumda sevmemek essesli olabilir mi acaba? Peki yazi dilinde nasil ayiririz bunu? --- There is someone I think does not love me, I know the person does but I still think does not. I am not writing to share my emotions and get relief; what I want to talk about it to love and to not love and the 3 fold relationship between them. If loving is 1 (one); 'to not love' both defines the lack of love, 0 (zero, and the state of not loving, -1 (minus one). This confuses us a lot. Can 'to not love' be himinymic? So how do we make the difference in writing?